Notes:
() - Heroine's thoughts, Blue text - Flashbacks
Adiel - Prince of Arbitro - Sun End
Chapter 5 - Disappointing Reason
The next day after Lucien-san's servant called for Adiel-kun... Adiel-kun came to the room that I was staying in.
Adiel: I want to make up for yesterday. So, I'm taking you to the flower field.
MC: ...! Okay, thank you.
(Huh...?)
When I responded energetically, Adiel-kun didn't seem cheerful as usual.
(Is something wrong?)
Despite that we arrived at the flower field where a sweet scent is being carried by the wind and butterflies were flying, Adiel-kun seemed to be feeling down. When Adiel-kun sat down, I sat down next to him.
MC: ...Did something happen?
When I asked that reservedly, Adiel-kun looked at me with a melancholic look in his eyes.
Adiel: ...You're amazing. You can see right through me. Yesterday... You know that I got called by Lucien, right? He scolded me about the child that was in the restricted area.
As Adiel-kun slowly casted his eyes down, he murmured those words softly.
MC: Eh...?
Adiel: Despite that we didn't really enter the restricted area. He just got so emotional with me...
(...Lucien understood everything.)
Adiel: Haa... Being scolded by him is what makes me depressed the most.
After sighing deeply, Adiel-kun rested his elbows on his knees and lowered his head deeply. Seeing him look so down likethat made my heart tighten...
Last Chapter - About the Flower Field
As flowers were happily swaying from the wind blowing... As Adiel-kun was sitting in the flower field with his shoulders down, he was depressed from Lucien-san scolding him.
Adiel: I wonder if he hates me. If that's the case, then I don't know what I should do...
MC: ...I don't think so.
When he said that bitterly, I spoke without thinking.
Adiel: Eh?
MC: Just like now, you become happy and sad, that's probably because you worry about Lucien-san...
Adiel: That's... So, that doesn't mean he hates me?
He seemed to be curious about that the most.
MC: I don't think he hates you. Yet...
Adiel: Yet, you say... Hey.
MC: But, if you continue to take too much responsibility like this, you're going to leave behind the things you like yourself... So, Lucien-san might come to hate you for your sake...
Adiel: What, you're saying something so scary.
When he made a truly frightened look, my heart felt a sharp pain.
(When I'm looking at Adiel-kun, I feel like I can understand how Lucien-san feels...)
Adiel-kun, he doesn't take himself into consideration and does whatever he can for other people... Even so, what lies behind that single-mindedness is something dangerous.
MC: Adiel-kun, you want to repay the favor, right?
Adiel: Yeah. That's why I do what he does-
MC: But, that's... I don't think you're repaying that favor.
Adiel: Eh...?
MC: I don't think that's what Lucien-san wants.
Adiel: ...So, he does hate me.
When he lowered his head deeply, I spoke frantically.
MC: You got it backwards. It's because he loves you... Because of that, he wants you to be yourself. Besides, weren't you guys friends before his wings turned black?
Adiel: Yeah, we were best friends.
MC: In that case, he must hate it when you're pushing yourself, Adiel-kun.
Adiel: Pushing myself...? No, it was for Lucien's sake...
MC: ...When I look at you, I sometimes feel really bad. Same goes for Lucien-san... That's what makes me love you even more.
Adiel: Eh?
MC: ...!
(W-What did I say...)
MC: U-Um, what I meant is that I think you're a good person. You're honest and you think about your friends, which I think is nice.
As I tried to cheer him up, my cheeks became warm from what I said.
Adiel: ...
Adiel-kun looked straight at me.
Adiel: So, what you're saying is that I shouldn't push myself. But... He feels bad from looking at me?
MC: ...Yes. Because Lucien-san thinks that you'll sacrifice yourself for him someday.
Adiel: ...
MC: The person you love being unhappy for your sake... Isn't that painful?
Adiel: ...
As he made a teary expression, I gently touched his arm.
Adiel: Just like Lucien... He said that same thing many times. But, he never got through to me. Lucien's feelings... Even though I've been the closest to him, I didn't understand.
MC: It's okay... Surely, you will from now on.
I stroked Adiel-kun's arm to calm him down. Then, Adiel-kun suddenly got up.
MC: Adiel-kun?
Just as I was about to get up quickly, he placed his hand on my head.
Adiel: Don't move.
Adiel-kun got behind me and sat down again.
Adiel: ...Sorry, just let me do this.
Withour backs against each other, I felt his warm soft wings. As I felt his warmth and heartbeat, my heartbeat became fast as well.
(Why... so suddenly?)
While thinking that my fast heartbeat was strange, I tilted my head to the side.
Adiel: I'll get embarrassed from looking at your face upfront.
MC: ...?
Adiel: Thank you... Somehow, I feel refreshingly comfortable. I find you pretty interesting, MC.
MC: ...!
Adiel: Making me accept my feelings like this, you're the first person to have changed that... MC... You're a special woman to me!
I felt my heart pounding from his heated tone.
Adiel: I want to introduce you to Lucien. ...I feel like you'll make him smile.
When he said that slightly reserved, my body warmth went up and I lightly nodded.
MC: Okay...
Adiel: I-I see. I'm really glad that we're in this position. I don't want to show you my face right now.
MC: ...Ah.
When I moved my body and looked at him by reflex, his hand was on the ground as it was clenched tightly.
Adiel: Didn't I tell you not to?
MC: ...Okay.
Feeling myself nod at that moment, I placed my hand on his back and felt his comforting warmth... As the flowers were swaying from the wind, it felt like they were watching us with smiles...
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